What drug am I on?
Saturday, November 20, 2004
All you have experienced to date is simply a memory.
All that you know, feel, think, is simply an experienced expression of your higher self, off in heaven or elsewhere, remembering a life that has already passed by.
Really, we are re-expieriencing our choices, and learning as part of growth for the second time, although for some estranged reason we have decided to block 99% of what we understand as "to come" from ourselves. Since we already know it, wouldn't a reproduction of a life passed by be more accurate if the reproduction in its current playback timeframe did not know the events to come, as it originally was?
However, there remains that 1%. Glimpses, dreams, déjà-vu, prophecies. Fed to us, by us, or by God.
And what of the ability to pause playback, revisit previous memories, or advance to others. Is time so linear? Is there a beginning and an end to these memories beyond the conscious life?
Perhaps time is a man-made concept. That to assign a value to our lives we choose to put a number beside it, and say, "I affected the world around me for this long," when truthfully the length of affliction was but a sparkle in the eye of a universe outlived only by God.
Now I will retire to the memory of the beginning of the universe, given to me by memory outside--or maybe I simply mean my curiosity--of swirling gas and dust exploding outwards and slowly caving inwards, back and forth like a pendulum beyond time, beyond physics, beyond all that we know or even dare to understand.
Such knowledge is best left in the hands of God.
All that you know, feel, think, is simply an experienced expression of your higher self, off in heaven or elsewhere, remembering a life that has already passed by.
Really, we are re-expieriencing our choices, and learning as part of growth for the second time, although for some estranged reason we have decided to block 99% of what we understand as "to come" from ourselves. Since we already know it, wouldn't a reproduction of a life passed by be more accurate if the reproduction in its current playback timeframe did not know the events to come, as it originally was?
However, there remains that 1%. Glimpses, dreams, déjà-vu, prophecies. Fed to us, by us, or by God.
And what of the ability to pause playback, revisit previous memories, or advance to others. Is time so linear? Is there a beginning and an end to these memories beyond the conscious life?
Perhaps time is a man-made concept. That to assign a value to our lives we choose to put a number beside it, and say, "I affected the world around me for this long," when truthfully the length of affliction was but a sparkle in the eye of a universe outlived only by God.
Now I will retire to the memory of the beginning of the universe, given to me by memory outside--or maybe I simply mean my curiosity--of swirling gas and dust exploding outwards and slowly caving inwards, back and forth like a pendulum beyond time, beyond physics, beyond all that we know or even dare to understand.
Such knowledge is best left in the hands of God.