Ever hit something hard, as to make a sound, but after it makes no sound you hit it harder?

But it still doesn't make any noise! WHAT THE HELL WHY DON'T YOU MAKE SOME NOISE?! And it doesn't matter how hard you hit it, it's not going to make any noise.

Instead, the only noise you hear is the anguish robbing your brain of any kind of intellect, no matter how hard you hit your brain with a thought it's completely incapacitated and incapable of making any kind of sentece.

BANG BANG BANG BANG. Perhaps the sound of anguish really is that sound you were looking for, the sound of your forehead on the desk. BANG BANG BANG BANG. Aparently, afterall, you do feel, you are still human, you are still alive.

Oh, what a relief.